People They know, How to hurt....

I can survive almost anything,
As long as the end
But it doesn't mean
I'm not weak, I'm weak
Because I trust the people
In past, I don't care Broken heart, Deception, Scabbing.
Because I had faith.
But today I lost my trust and faith.
I don't know how to live with destroyed faith.
everybody says " Sadness is part of life"
But in my case " life is part of my sadness"
I was try to back in life, 
But I think my mourning isn't over yet.
Or I think sadness and darkness can be very beautiful and healing. 
what is truth I don't know....................